
Well, there is Antonio's Aunt Isabel, who remembers Antonio not
so fondly as a troublemaker.
"He
was a very mischievous and restless boy," the older sister
of his mother remembers. On more than one occasion he gave
a fright to his aunt, like the day that he burnt his hand
with boiling oil.
Antonio's
mother is not so untractable, but even so, she had her trials.
His
brother Javier suffered an attack of infantile rheumatism, for
which his mother administered antibiotics by syringe. A budding
entrepreneur, Antonio started a small business at the seminary
[his school]. He sold the syringes to fellow students! One day,
his mother says, "The priests call me, afraid, to ask me
for the syringes of my child. The priests believed that it was
a more complicated matter. That it was being used for drugs.
But no. Not that at all." So for what was the syringes
used ? Would you believe make-shift water pistols?
Antonio
recognizes and accepts the duality in himself. As an adolescent,
he also began to discern the duality between his Malagueño family
life and the world outside. In this discovery he was inspired
by Demian by Herman Hesse. " He started from that moment
to try to control, with different methods, both of his worlds." |